Again, I really don't feel like doing this today (Day 4)

Wow 4 days in and already struggling...I'm just mad at myself for shit. It sucks. I'm working on it. The only thing I can think of is that

I am mature

I'm sick of all of this high school bullshit. I'm sick of the fake people, I'm sick of the immaturity, I'm just sick of it. At the same time, i feel stupid being reduced to talking about those kids when i'm bored because life holds nothing else right now (well it holds plenty else but I don't think anyone other than my therapist appreciates me talking about that stuff.) I just want to be in college already.